This one cute poem is dedicated to veuu as she is always the light helping me out of the darkness within. Let me know what do you think about it.

Broken with nowhere to navigate
I look through my artificial fate
I ask myself where are we going?
Because I don’t recognize a thing
and I see sad alleys without sounds
as answer written in the chest of proudest
life carved deep long scarves
to keep me straight where the roads cross
I can feel warmth of lies she put in
curse that is all left I have beside the lies
I told to the mirror in her eyes
I can’t pretend no more
I haven’t changed
as we weren’t meant to each other
but the passion stayed
I cannot feel again
I’m just the frame
frozen inside the pain
you are firefly far away, it’s dark
hold me tight or I fall apart
can’t stay alone the pressure
of the fate
inside my hearth
I’m the painting made of tears
falling on the empty streets
melting seconds of bright silence
world is turning me mad
I wish we were able to forget
but I can’t shine up my hand
more than once
and you’re just waiting to follow the light
that never comes
to land in my arms
broken and never meant to stand again
I feel like property thrown away
but I’ve only got myself to blame
for hate bonus packed inside the pain
I made countless steps to run away
until I found yourself in small ink made dot
you whispered antidote in my hearth
through frequencies she doesn’t blocked
I heard you in the storm on the radio
I torched my hands so you could land
together we have spell to break
but time will never return what
we’ve lost on different path
please don’t hesitate
forever loosing
I fall and walk again
running away from everything
running until the end
to meet you out there
in the land of fireflies
where you dwell
where the world shrinks
on the place I’m heading to
is said curse nor spell exist
just love.

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